well, i’ve finally gotten down to upgrading my wordpress version from absolutely ancient – nearly two years ago – to the latest 2.9.1. i had to do a manual upgrade since i only have access via ftp, now that sam’s overseas, but it was totally worth it – the new internal interface is really sweet. fixed the bug as well – glad that i’m still on top of things, webtech-wise at least.
oh and not forgetting my freshly redeveloped theme, diamondback, which took the longest time to tweak into place, due to a hugely busy schedule, which led to sluggish inspiration, and a perfectionist attitude.
so now that the site’s internal and external workings are all spanking new, i shall endeavor to post more often – a resolution i always forsake, since i’m pretty lazy, contented and preoccupied most of the time – nevertheless, i shall try, starting with a quick update of life this year:
my sleep cycle’s undergone an even more drastic change, as can be seen from the timestamp of this post. i’ve mostly night classes this semester, probably due to the programme’s efforts to cater a little more to the part-time masters students, which results in me waking up pretty much at noon on most days, getting my errands and miscellaneous stuff done in the afternoon, then going for my starbucks coffee run just before heading to class in the evening. after class, it’s all about work, research, readings and the like, before bed at about five in the morning.
of course, that’s a rather general idea of it, since there’s the time for l., my girlfriends, cell, family, other friends, tuition, my pooch, church, etc. the list goes on, but that’s the basic reason why my biological clock is pretty wonky now. i’m trying to make an effort to adjust it back to some semblance of normality, mostly because of my pooch and his preference for morning walks.. and the fact that i am starting to have extreme difficulty waking up in the morning when i have to.
take today for instance – i was supposed to meet my god-brother for brunch at ten-thirty, but i sank like a stone at five a.m. and ended up being woken by his call at ten-fifty. so, yes, a bit of a change wouldn’t hurt. classes have been great though, i really do love my subjects this term, so as much as the workload has exponentially increased since last term, at least i do enjoy it a fair bit.
God has been very good to me this year, and i really am thankful for both the little and large blessings that make life great. 2010 looks to be an eventful year for both l. and i, so we’re pretty psyched as well. i haven’t quite bothered to make resolutions this year – new years are overrated for me, and i have a tradition of ensuring that i sleep through them, one which i kept again this year by sleeping through fireworks in phuket – and surprisingly for a person who likes making lists in general, i dislike the idea of lists new year’s resolutions.
however, i do have goals, of sort, more of an idea or two which i want to personify within the year. last year’s, if i recall correctly, was to embody the song: let me be a little kinder, which i think i did make progress on, though things like that are really an ongoing work, aren’t they?
i thought of this year’s at the end of 2009, actually, during service and it was more of taking the lessons i’ve learnt this year a step further. this is why i don’t believe in new year’s resolutions – it gives the idea that one should start something new, and not continue a work in progress, which i think is quite silly, since life is generally just that.
so, if i were to sum it up in one phrase, my goal for 2010 is to: walk by faith and not by sight. when i first started making ‘resolutions’, or at least verbalizing goals at the beginning of each year, i decided that they have to all be God-centered. (hence, again, no lists of tasks to achieve for me.) i find that this helps to ground me at the start of every year, and to remind me of my primary purpose and where my focus and priority should lie.
so, i know this is slightly over a month late, but it is only a verbalization of what i’ve endeavored from the start of this year: to walk by faith and not by sight.