looks like this space has been dead for some time.

honestly, i’ve lost interest in blogging. at first i thought it might have been writer’s block or a phase i was going through, but as days, then months, rolled by - nah, i’ve lost interest.

part of it is due to the fact that i can’t alter my site design until a year or two later, because the ftp server is down and my (awesome) host is sailing the seas on the doulos, a two year stint too. that takes a lot of the mickey out of posting, since it doesn’t take a genius (if you know me personally, and it doesn’t have to be well) to know that i am primarily in this as an avenue to scratch my design itch from time to time, and secondarily for the occasional lengthy verbal diatribe or soliloquy.

not to mention, that the current font looks like crap on my mac (yes, i have a mac now), and its driving me insane just looking at it.

anyway, i thought of attempting to convert this to an active phlog (photolog, for the idiots) and actually wrote a post to that effect, but realized several months later (i.e. now) that it obviously did not work out. hence, since i cannot muster up enough dregs of interest to actively do something with this space, until sam sails home, i shall simply chatter here when i feel the need to say - hello, world; or make a public point, or ramble away on some monologue, or.. yes, post pictures.

right at this moment, i have scant few pictures to post (because i am a lazy ass), but i feel the illogic need, born of boredom and the need to chatter, to give general updates on my existence - which i shall get down to in my next post.